Monday, June 8, 2009

My life in written form would sell better than Twilight.

I'm not so good at introductions, so I guess I'll just start from the good and work my way to the bad. Summer English 4 is going great. The work load isn't as terrible as it could be. I finish everything relatively quickly. My teacher is shocked that I took this class and not duo credit. I told her I would have, but I need to get out of my house and saw that education was honestly the only way at this point. I've read through my previous blogs and have spotted some huge errors. I will go back and fix that later if I have time.
Taylor has proven to be a hassle. He complains nonstop. More so than a girl. Its frustrating and just plain annoying! I don't want to deal with that. I'd stay at home and listen to my mom nag about how her daughter doesn't want to be like everyone else. He is a little too obsessed with tattoos and piercings. I mean one or a couple of tattoos isn't that bad, I suppose the same can be said for piercings. But just totally wanting to modify your body, what the hell? I don't play those games. I've never really like Taylor, just used him to get out of the house and get other things off my mind. Which isn't fair to him. But it also isn't fair to me that if I don't text him back by the time he thinks I should, I get about five text messaged complaining about how I never text back, I'm doing something with someone else, or something of that nature. Christs sake! I want to chuck my phone out a moving car.
Here's the next problem. That Matt guy, the one I am so head over heels for. He's apparently going to jail. I don't know what for, I really don't care. There's not much that would change my opinions on him. Well wait, if it was for like raping small children, I couldn't look past that. Not a good thing and I have personal experience in the matter.. So back to this little soap opera thing I have going on. I kiss Taylor I feel nothing. I kiss Matt, every little bit of my body tingles. I kiss Taylor I think "Wow, REALLY bad kisser. Is he serious he's fornicated with three people?" I kiss Matt, I don't think at all, its a nice feeling actually.
So I have discovered that all human beings will always go back to their animalistic orgins. I have become territorial over Taylor for the fact that Erin has started to make a move on in him. As I've made obvious, I could really care less for Taylor. He's everything I've never wanted.
I want to scream right now. Just scream. What's the point of me telling Matt my feelings only to be rejected. What's the point if he's in jail? There isn't one. I was a little too damn late to actually get the guts to say anything and now........well it's too damn late.

I am Jack's terrible sense of timing.

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